Angus Beef

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  Facebook...friends?

  by Angus Beef in

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  i just made a new account, anyone like to add me as friend?.

  jennette keslo.

  or kesloj "at" yahoo.com.

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  It's not fake... I'm crazy

  by Angus Beef in

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  trying to fade... using the mentally depressed, bi-polar, etc.... was eating out with husband.

  nice evening chatting and relaxing.

  ready to head home and chill for the night.

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  ugh...now I'm getting mad

  by Angus Beef in

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  venting.... hubby visited with sil (with gotee intact), got the wt don't approve speech and the 'we've been missing you at the meetings".. he gave all the excuses he could for why we weren't there.

  i'm at the point of just telling them the truth as why... but we will be giving up our grandchildren.

  i just don't know if i can do it, give up the grandkids.

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  Avoid or call them back?

  by Angus Beef in

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  daughter missed a call from an elder tonight...we've missed meetings for about a month now.

  she is dating a worldly guy and i'm sure someone has seen them together.

  makes us nervous and with us being fairly new to the fading facet... should she call or avoid.

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  Ha, my hub wants a gift~!

  by Angus Beef in

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  2. friends

  he knows i'm done, he's willing to fade.... out of the blue last night he tells me if i want to buy him a gift, he'd like the bacon bowl maker and the hamburger press (with the hollow center for fillings) so i will be buying him a valentine gift and i'm excited to be able to do it.~.

  i'm looking forward to doing lots of things we couldn't do, we may have to secretly do them since we still have family in wt.

  my mind is overwhelmed with excitement.... .

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  Do you look like the apostate they warned you about?

  by Angus Beef in

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  2. experiences

  after waking up and wanting to get out of this nightmare, the word apostate is really bothering me.

  if i quitely become inactive, fade away will i just be looked at as "always weak".

  i want to scream out how big a fool i was.. and now telling my poor young daughter how wrong i was to bring her up as a jw.

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  New here and having ah ha moments!

  by Angus Beef in

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  2. friends

  what made you realize it was time to go?

  i've been having health problems for the last few years and instead of any help, i'm listed as spiritually weak and of course associations is only my kids and husband.

  all the good jw's have moved to other congregations and are doing well.

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